Enduring Love
Or, Influential Authors Part III: More Than You Ever Wanted to Know About the Patterns of My Psyche
Bibliophile. Biblioholic. Bookslut. However you want to slice it, the result is the same. I’m not ashamed to admit it - I can’t walk into a bookstore and walked out again empty handed. I don’t consider it a problem, but I won’t pretend that I can stop anytime. It is a full-blown addiction. And I have never claimed to be monogamous in my author-love - you are not now, nor will you ever be, the only one.
Still, that doesn’t mean that every relationship isn’t unique and special. There’s the love-at-first-sight, the reluctant love that is denied over and over until I finally give up and give in and let myself be swept away, there are brief flirtations and passing affairs, there is the creeping love, always lurking in the background until one day I suddenly look at it a different way and realize my heart has been swallowed whole. And then there is the love that I never really realized was love until I looked back in wonder that I could have ever mistaken it for anything else.